Sunday, April 15, 2012

Dream as a spirit

Dream from about 7/15/2011.

I'm perhaps in the future in some non-physical way. Astral travel or a parallel dimension? Possibly as a dead spirit or disembodied entity. I'm listening to a family or group of people. Fairly soon I fall in love with a young woman, maybe at first sight, who I initially worry is too closely related to me.

Then I find myself in the past, around 1939 or 1940, with a large family or group. There's a girl of thirteen to fifteen very like the one I fell in love with in the future. I realize she is my aunt or great-aunt once or twice removed. The first woman will be her granddaughter or great-great-granddaughter. I grow hopeful because I feel I won't be too closely related to the future woman to be with her. There is a sense that I am or will be incarnate of an age (30?) appropriate to be with the future woman.

I start communicating with the group in the past through touch. Faintly, subtlely - knocks are chancy, not always clear. Somehow I also speak my name and predict the start of WWII - not sure how - not through speech?

While communicating with the second group I lose touch of the feeling for the first woman and second girl becomes the object  of my affection. I perhaps try to embrace or kiss her - I'm a disembodied spirit. She particularly and the entire group generally become very interested in talking to me. I become uncomfortable and try moving away. But they have become attuned to me and follow me to the space that I'm occupying.

The conversation is mostly light and witty, but becomes too personal or intense and I want to withdraw a bit. I've mostly forgotten the conversation, but one of the last things said was by a young man, jokingly, "When does the sex begin?" I then playfully tweaked his eyebrow.

I recall worrying they would see this spirit visit as a devil's visit, but that wasn't a problem.

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